-- DREAMS AND FEELINGS --

It rains

2009-02-05T21:17:00.002-02:00

It rains, it rains and I like to go walking
to look up and see the drops fall down
as if they were reminders from above
like memories of other days who also cried

I can feel tears of the sky on my lips
streams of water running down my skin
like every feeling, every emotion together
and then clouds see me cry for a change

It rains from outside and inside it rains salty
my inner flow joins the rest of the world
they become one and everything is clear
everything I got, I am and I need..

It rains, it rains and I like to go walking
surrounded by others different from me
who seek cover though it's not cold
while I soak with air and life

Dominoe Effect

2008-07-06T22:05:00.003-03:00

Action and reaction, everything we do
brings a consequence that can't be discussed
Loving, hating, learning
everything leaves a mark on our paths

Everything's connected and separate at the same time
We are all unique and we are all one
Cause every personal choice has an implicit
dominoe effect that links everything we've ever done

Changing events is impossible, for all I know
because our dominoes dropped in the past
and cannot lift again, the only choice they have
is to keep moving, and leave the past behind

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I wish I could leave my past behind, but my dominoes dropped hard and their strike still hurts. I sometimes wonder if I will ever be able to let go of everything.

Broken Promises

2008-05-16T14:45:00.002-03:00

Broken promises hurt as much as actual lies do
even when it's not on purpose, they still hurt.
Creating an ilusion just to tear it down later
is just as stabbing the hope of a heart directly

It's better if something just never becomes a hope, than building up dreams to then simply vanish them in thin air. Human hope is built easily and it grows tall but the bigger it gets, the harder it falls down.
Never promise something you're not sure you'll be able to do.

Hope is nothing but a drawing of dreams
but when it breaks it can cut as much a glass
I wish we would all think a little bit about what we promise before we do.

To Be Yourself

2008-05-07T13:30:00.002-03:00

No I'm not like everybody else
Should I be?
It's been a long time since I don't say
what a really mean.

Because I have to hide
behind masks, behind lies
because everybody judges
tough this is only MY life

The day I gather the courage
the day I say it out loud
we'll see who was always honest
we'll see who stands in the crowd

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We're all different from each other, one way or another..
We don't like the same food, we don't support the same teams, we don't wear the same colors and let's face it: If we did it would be really boring.
And if everybody is "different" why are some differences "worse" than others?
Why do politics,ethnicities and sexuality (amongst many others) separate our realities so far from one another?
If we could just respect each other we could all be a little bit more sincere and live easier.

I know one entry in one blog won't change the world, but at least I can express my support for those who can't be themselves, only because of a society in wich most people is happy just closing their eyes not to see the reality around them..

We're only human

2008-04-30T14:22:00.000-03:00

If when you're lonely and crying you won't say it
but you'd love that someone held your hand
If sometimes you need a hug without a question
It's because, like me, you're only human.

Because being human is always wanting to be strong
but being strong doesn't mean never to fall
because falling is not the same as never getting up
and to get up doesn't mean to keep on walking
Because to keep on walking would mean not to have learnt

And we probably won't learn a thing
most of the times we just get blinder
because we're just humans, as I said
And we keep tripping, we never get tired.

And I'm just as human as it gets
in my case, the rocks are the ones tired
because it seems I never try to avoid them
it seems everytime I hit them harder

Wishing For a Simpler Life

2008-04-28T22:20:00.000-03:00

Sometimes I wish life was simpler....
I wish it was right to be wrong
I wish my mistakes wouldn't hurt anyone
I wish... I keep on wishing..

[A veces me gustaria que a vida fuera mas facil
Desearia que estuviera bien estar equivocado
Desearia que mis errores no lastimaran a nadie
Desearia... Y seguiria deseando]

So many times I doubted my own feelings, so many moments in wich my heart ached more than I would have expected, so many things I wish I knew before they came.
I made so many mistakes and I wish I could say they didn't hurt anyone.
Sometimes I just wish I could leave myself behind and be somewhere else..
Just letting go
with the wings of imagination.